This semester is sort of scary. It's just like the second sem of AY05-06, only harder. The subject line-up is extreme-- 5 major and 3 minor subjects. What's annoying is that as of now, we are expecting 4 projects, each for 4 major subjects. The minors might as well give us a few projects so based on my prediction, there'll be 5-6 projects before the preliminary exams. And that's just before the prelims.

I want to go to F salon tomorrow to have my hair rebonded. Please bear with my hair, If it's already fixed then I promise I won't write an entry regarding my hair ever again.
But honestly, I'm still undecided. I'm afraid that my colored, splitend-factory hair would rubberize and I'll look like hell. Fuck. Why do i have so many fears in this short goddamn life. I fear little stupid things and that's just awful. I can't even have a determined decision thats's why I'm known to my friends as the contemplate-decide-contemplate-decide queen. Like I change my mind every damn second. It sucks.

Maybe I should just take more chances. I used to be like that in high school. You know, I'm like young and careless so I just take chances, live life and then have regrets every now and then. Being happy because you've taken risks is way better than what-ifs.

Take advantage of youth. Do whatever makes you happy. Take chances. Take risks. Life is short so live it. Lol. I'm such a cliche junkie.

Reality bites. Even if you wanted to take advantage of youth, there are still limitations. It's like you wanna party til dawn but your mom would get mad and might kick you out of the house. Or you can't do everything that makes you happy because what makes you happy is a redesigned iPod nano and you're just poor as hell. You can't as well take risks because you have priorities in life that might be sabotaged. And definitely you just can't take chances because you're only human capable of feeling AFRAID.

Isn't LIFE so much fun? And I'm not even sarcastic when I say it. Ironies in life make it just fucking exciting. Life is fun and I love my life even if it's not the life people envy. =)

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At the end of the day, there are some things you just can't help but talk about. Some things we just don't want to hear, and some things we say because we can't be silent any longer. Some things are more than what you say. They're what you do. Some things you say because you have no other choice. Some things you keep to yourself. And not too often, but every now and then, some things simply speak for themselves.