Tuesday, July 31, 2007
Do you hate?
At some point in you elementary or high school years, you were confronted with the question "WHAT DO YOU HATE MOST?". For some it may come as "WHAT ARE YOUR PET PEEVES?". Either way, it still is THE question that's always answered by "PLASTIK, PLASTIKERA, BacKFigHter, baCKStabBer" (yes, you write it in sticky caps because you were still too young and you think that is cute-- i did).

When I was younger, I was confronted with that question and mostly i answered the same as you did. I HATE BACKFIGHTERS. Who doesn't after all? Now, I think that it is a child's strategic defense. That when anyone sees or reads it, he/she would be very careful not to backstab that person, be it accidentally or on purspose because surely there'll be a HUGE CHILD fight.

Now, if you're gonna ask me, what do I hate most? My answer will not be the same. Instead, Im gonna say I hate people who can't be real with other people with regards to their feelings. You see, it's not easy to tell people how you feel, but it's better to say it rather than show it in unlikely manner.

What do you hate most?
 
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Monday, July 23, 2007
Tagaytay is my second home. (edited)
What I've been really wanting to do since last week is to get away from the bad auras surrounding me here in Manila and go some place where i don't know anyone and no one knows me at the same time. Hence, the Tagaytay idea came up.


KFC at Shell SLEX


Last Wednesday, we were pouring booze somewhere in Ortigas when a road trip to Tagaytay came up in between Red Horse and cigarettes. I actually forgot how the whole idea began since I'm far from sober. What I did remember is that the conversation is so simple as if there were nothing or no one that could prevent anyone from going. After all, we're young adults and that's how it should be.


Zombies at Cafe Lupe


I had so much fun, actually it probably is one of the best trips I've had. Though, we were low on budget and we can't stay longer to enjoy a boat ride to Taal Volcano, it was still THE best. I remember lying on a grass facing the stars and telling myself that it's how I should live my life. I should live freely and lightly. Having my own suburban vacation home in Tagaytay is always included in my daydream list so everytime I go there, I'm like "This is fucking LIFE!".


The AFTER pic, too much booze?

Drinking til morning overlooking Taal (it's still pitch black)


Lunch at H's house.


Homeward bound


Where's Pau?


I was thankful we had that trip because I had the chance to unwind and clear my head from my fast-paced lifestyle here in Manila. The back of my head was emptied of the heavy thoughts I have accumulated since God knows when. Now, all the people that should be forgiven and forgotten were given their dues. And the ones who deserve a second chance to still be in my life will be allowed to do so. Now, I am just happier.
 
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Friday, July 20, 2007
patience is the one thing i lack.
i really really really FUCKING despise this THESIS. i just wish these proposals get accepted before i run out of patience and tear the limbs of every person i see.
 
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hmm.. it seems that my blog is not working properly with IE. IE users, what do you think?
 
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Thursday, July 19, 2007
CZARINA
I really have to stop putting quotations in this blog. But for the last time, for that one dear friend i have. the one who's just always one text away. the one who seems to be so far yet so close to my heart. the one who's always willing to help when my future's at stake. the one whose heart may be in the same condition as mine.

Love is always new. Regardless of whether we love once, twice or a dozen times in our life, we always face a brand new situation. Love can consign us to hell or to a paradise, but it always takes us somewhere. We simply have to accept it, because it is what nourishes our existence. If we reject it, we die of hunger, because we lack the courage to stretch out a hand and pluck the fruit from the branches of the tree of life. We have to take love where we find it, even if that means hours, days, weeks of disappointment and sadness.
The moment we begin to seek love, love begins to seek us.
And to save us.

- 'By the River Piedra I Sat Down and Wept' by Paulo Coelho
 
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Thursday, July 12, 2007
0101
1. May narinig akong song dati na super nagandahan ako. Fast forward a year, chaka ko pa lang nalaman ang title nung song pati artist. "Turning my safety off" pala title nun by Sino Sikat.

2. Binigyan ako ng pera ng long lost step lolo ko, at bibili ako ng album ng Sino Sikat. Bibili rin ako ng book ulit. Erase that, magdodownload na lang ako, haha, pero pag walang naleech then mapipilitan na akong bumili. Pero bibili pa rin ako ng book. huh? ang gulo.

3. Nakikinig na ulit ako ng NU107 dahil nahanap ko na ang long lost radio ko. aun. wala lang. masaya. miss ko na mga DJ dun. pati ung mga reporters sa trapik dot com. hindi na nga yata trapik dot com name nila e, manila three sixty or something like that.

4. Bakit losers ang tawag nila sa hindi pa nakakapanood ng transformers? haha.mas loser sila kung hindi nila napapanood dati ang even stevens.. (huh? ano daw? )

5. naghahanap pala ako ng tutulong saking pinturahan ang kwarto ko ng color red. at black. yung parang kay peyton sa one tree hill. no angst intended, gusto ko lang ng iba naman. for a change.

"There are 10 types of people, those who know binary and those who don't." - KUYA JASON.
 
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Monday, July 09, 2007
One Liner.
In love, no one can harm anyone else; we are each of us responsible for our own feeling and cannot blame someone else for what we feel. -eleven minutes
 
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Saturday, July 07, 2007
First episode of the Senior Dilemma series
A classmate is still on the other line when I’ve decided to put the phone down and made myself a cup of coffee. We are doing our project proposal for Web Tech and Software Engineering subjects and we’re doing it on the phone at 11 pm. It’s almost midnight. I wanna throw the speakers off the wall since I’m hearing the same songs over and over again. *closes Media Player and opens Winamp* There, I almost forgot about the 600 songs I have in this PC. Yes, I’m THAT lazy to update the playlist in WMP. HECK, from now on, remind me never to use WMP again. It's rocket science compare to Winamp.

Okay, now I’m waiting for my classmate to call again since we haven’t finished our proposal yet. I just wish he’s not taking that loooooong so I can still review for my Web Tech and Software Engineering quizzes for tomorrow. It’s 11:35 pm and I wish I’m in another place far from all this college courses because it sucks the life out of me.

PENDING TASKS:
1. Web Tech and SE project proposals.

2. Thesis proposal.

3. Quiz for Web Tech and *Phone Rings and it’s classmate J” SE tomorrow.

*SCAR TISSUE plays*

4. JAVA programming assignment. Thank God I didn’t have to worry about it, I already have mine. The problem , that in the future I might not be able to create a simple Java program is still not sinking in. I am still dependent on my computer science friend.

*Talks to the phone with classmate J*

*THESE THINGS plays*

We already finished the proposal shit. By the way. the stupidest thing in doing a proposal is not informing the commercial establishment that they ARE you’re target and that you’re planning to build a website for them. Don’t do that unless you are in the point of cramming. For some reasons they might just be stupid enough to turn a FREE website down.

Hmmm.. ‘tis gon be a long night.

Tadaaa! It’s exactly 12 midnight.

You know that we are in a stricken country because 90 percent of the time, people have to work their assess 9-5 everyday just to have a decent living. The only ones who get away with it are the politician’s family and those who are in the show business.

While I was making coffee, a thought came to me. It’s like, why do some people have to follow the society’s norms though these are taking them away from the things that they want to make them REALLY HAPPY? That’s so depressing.

Going back to my personal dilemma, I still have to read hand-outs for our quiz tom in WT and SE. How on earth am I going to finish it? No, I wouldn’t. Besides, there’s no point in reading when there’s no comprehension. And my mind’s still afloat somewhere in space.

*FOR BLUE SKIES plays, god, I love this song”

THESIS PROPOSALS

We were having a hard time thinking for a thesis topic. Who the fuck started the let-s-do-a-machine-for-our-thesis trend is a fucking faggot. Now, we have to keep up with that trend. INFORMATION + TECHNOLOGY = VENDING MACHINES via BLUETOOTH. The hell?

We have to give CHED props for releasing the following focus where thesis of BS IT students can revolve around.

- System Analysis and Design

- Operation of Database, Networks and Multimedia Systems

- System Management & Administration

- Principles of Accounting???

NOTE: Thesis topics should be something new and unique & solves a relevant IT problem under the above scope/focus of BS IT.

Hurrahhh!! Now I can think of easier topics that won’t make me schizophrenic. Hospital room reservation system, anyone?

GAhhhh.. I’m so sleepy. I still have to read. Read. And fucking read.

I need a road trip this weekend. Tagaytay should be fun.

 
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Friday, July 06, 2007
so true.
Don't listen to the malicious comments of those friends who, never taking any risks themselves, can only see other people's failures. - eleven minutes


 
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Monday, July 02, 2007
Sikret lang natin to.
Wala na talaga ko siguro pag-asa sa programming. Simula first year pa lang ako umaasa na ako sa mga code na nakokopya ko sa mga kaklase ko, sa mga code na bunga ng leakage, at sa mga code na kuha sa internet. Bumagsak ako ng isang programming subject, inenroll ko sa summer at pumasa ko dahil sa paglalagay ng mga code sa iPod ko. Wala na talaga akong pag-asa.

Pati ngayon sa Java, ang simple ng pinagawa sa lab, display the Fibonacci numbers depende sa input, nasa kahulihulihan pa rin ako natapos. At take note, nakopya ko lang yung code sa katabi ko na nangopya ng code sa katabi niya. Meron pa kaming programming assignment, naiisip ko na naman na ipagawa sa aking pinakamamahal na friend na Computer Science major. Ano ba ito, kelan ba ako gaganahan at mutututo sa programming? Sana maging network administrator na lang ako paglaki ko.
 
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What is your japanese name?
I came across this website that generates your japanese name. Just type your real name on the text box then the app will generate you japanese name.

I typed my full name and it said: Rina Hayashida.

I was hoping it'd be Ayano, Miyabi, or something.

So I tried again and provided the name which everyone in school calls me.


My Japanese name is Ayano Katayanagi.
Take The Original Japanese Name Generator by Shu today!
Created with Rum and Monkey's Name Generator Generator.



Oi, I just realized that nobody calls me with my real name anymore. Everyone calls me 'yhan', even people who i'm not personally close to are calling me by my nickname. Sayang naman ganda ng real name ko. haha. I think you better start calling me Ayano from now on since I'm getting bored with my one-syllable nickname. =p


 
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Sunday, July 01, 2007
True love happens on a blue moon.
A few hours ago, while we're on our way home, Kat told me about the blue moon myth. She said that if you happen to be with your special someone on a blue moon, you're destined to be with one another forever.

A few hours ago was the blue moon.

I'll never forget what she said.

 
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