I HAD a crush on someone whom perhaps i won't meet again. I met him at this restaurant co-owned by the vocalist of mojofly and the bassist of session road in Makati and right there and then I fell in love with him. hahahaha. (Just don't take this seriously please. It's just my way of exaggerating things.) Apparently, he's a friend of the two owners and also lives in the same neighborhood.

He caught my attention when he started playing one of my favorite songs with a guitar whilst singing it perfectly. He's just so cute, talented, and charming that I sorta liked him that time. Don't we all girls want that kind of guy? But unfortunately , they're hard to find. I even had to go some place else just to find that kind.

The pathetic part is that I even searched friendster intentionally just to find him. What's even pathetic is that I even read every testimonial this guy has, stared at his photos, browsed his profile and bookmarked him on my laptop before i realized what i was doing is pathetic. Pathetic right?

I don't usually do that thing where I stalk people at friendster. It's just out of boredom since I didn't sleep at all and he's really like uber cute and like talented and like hard to find.

Anyway, I'm about to take a bath now coz i don't wanna meet chiz escudero smelling like i've just gotten out of bed. right? =D

I am so excited about the field trip later. Our field trip for our Philippine Government and Constitution class will be held at different government branches such as the House of Representatives, the Senate, Sandiganbayan, and at the Manila City Hall.

At first, I didn't want to join the trip because it's a waste of money. Imagine, we paid 500 pesos for that trip when in fact we can go there by commuting using good ol jeepneys. At the end, I've decided to join because it's not like I can go there whenever I want to. What? If I wanted to see Chiz Escudero, am I supposed to ask my classmates to come with me to the House and expect them to come just like that? No? Therefore, I'll go with the class.

Anyways, it's past 12 and the trip will be 6 am later. If I sleep, I'd wake up like late and I'd miss the trip. So no, no sleep for me today.

Wish me luck, I am really hoping to see some opposition congressmen or senators. Say, Chiz Escudero. yum. lol. Is it just me or are you crushing on that old hot gentleman too? So there, my hopes are high. =)

I have been telling myself that I should sleep early because nowadays i look 10 years older. There was a point in my life when my own mother tells me that I'm pretty and she wonders why does she have daughters who are beautifu. And just like what every mother would want to hear, I told her it's through the help of her genes. That was a loong time ago.

College is a whole lot of story. You know when you were a kid and you ask your mother or father which is more fun, highschol or college? They say college but you beg to disagree because you were still in high school and you know nothing about college. Trust me, when you get in college, there'll be some point when you wish you'd never graduated form high school.

Anyway, last week when my mom entered my room, she asked me a question that no one on the right frame of mind would want to hear. "Nagdrudrugs ka ba? Bakit ang itim ng mata mo? Tingnan mo ang pangit mo na, mukha kang drug addict. At chaka bakit gising ka pa ng alas tres ng madaling araw? Hindi ka ba natutulog? Nagdrudrugs na no?" And then the following day she saw a stool at the bathroom, "Bakit may silya sa banyo? Ano yung tinatago mo sa kisame?"

My mom is definitrely hallucinating but I can't blame her because there's no arguement that I, though i hate to admit it, look like a drug user. Maybe it's the connotation that if you are raccoon-eyed you might be a drug user because most drug users have big dark eye circles. It's what people thinks, and what my mom too.

I have raccoon eyes because I sleep very late at night, and not becauseI am a drug addict. lol. I sleep late at night because i'm constantly trying to chase college requirements. Studying for a quiz, for a major exam, building projects and the rest is dedicated for my own "worry time". I'm trying to sleep early, it's even on my resolutions list. I just can't. Hence, dark eye circles. =)

Seriously, if there's one public official that should be dismissed, suspended, or impeached , it should be none other Gloria Macapagal Arroyo herself. Followed by Sec. Raul Gonzales, Mike Defensor, etc.

I am very concerned about the sudden dismissal orders given by the DILG to a few public officials. It just bugs me that whenever I watch the news at midnight, all I get to see are these mindless power-hungry politicians not wasting a single bit of opportunity to grab power from one another.

It just freaking annoys more than it disappoints me how these supposed-to-be-honorable public officials turns out to be biatch brawling disreputable bastards. Who could blame them when the number one position in this county is controlled by the same kind. Click here and judge for yourselves. "The power grab that was EDSA dos, as related by Mike Arroyo." -Ms. Ellen Tordesillas

I really can't wait to see Gloria Macapagal Arroyo and her homeboys step down of their position. That wouldn't happen until the next presidential election if and when she decides not to run again. Or unless there'd be a people power which I doubt threre'd be since she is really one manipulative you know what.

The 2007 local elections is the closest I could get into getting rid of her perhaps and all of her annoying wing people. Obviously, I am not pro-administration. As a youth, I just don't see anything good coming out of Gloria's administration. It's been a couple of years now since GMA became the president yet we're still the same ol' third-world as we were before. Don't you think that we should've at least been progressive in the past 6 years if GMA is really the right person to lead the country?

So as early as now, I have a partial list of the candidates I'd vote for the local and senatorial elections. Number one on my list is none other than.....


Rep. FRANCIS JOSEPH "CHIZ" G. ESCUDERO


Before you enumerate to me reasons why you think Chiz Escudero is just another traditional politician, just bear with the fact that you and I are different. I prefer serious change in the government. No , I don't mean charter change silly. Besides, nothing can't make me believe that GMA is a good, honest, moral president.

Anyway, you know I really like Chiz Escudero ever since. He's a good representative of the people (probably the best), and a good public speaker as well. Perhaps every youth in this country has been moved by his candidness since not all politicians can speak with conviction the way he does. He's also very reputable public servant and he deserves the respect he gets from the people.

For more information regarding Rep. Chiz Escudero, you can visit his site HEEERRE.